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I've been tired this week too. The frequent thoughts in the back of my mind have been brought up front and center this week. Missing her on memorial weekend and my birthday, realizing she was always there. Maybe one day in the future, she will come back. I don't understand. Happy and thankful for you, Friend. Love you

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I had to look up who you are Kk2, I didn't know your handle here! We know God is good, and he's in the details. I don't have a lot of Bible verses memorized of where they are, although I know the messages of so many. One of the few I actually know the location is this one:

For I know the plans and thoughts that I have for you,’ says the Lord, ‘plans for peace and well-being and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope.

Jeremiah 29:11 AMP

https://bible.com/bible/1588/jer.29.11.AMP

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I have often thought that mental pain can be worse than physical pain, and nobody can see it or measure it. I pray for you that you will get over this pain. You are needed here and have much purpose to keep you going. She will always be with you like your bird sightings. Just a different way now.

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Thank you IvyRose

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I’ve decided to turn off all the noise. The fatigue you feel is real. It happens to me everyday around 5:00. Praying for you.

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Oh boy, every day? I'm going to try to hydrate more and see if that helps, but I think it's also just emotional exhaustion. Today is a new day. I think turning off the noise is important as well. That might be part of it. For a long time I wasn't looking at headlines or paying much attention, but I've let that creep in a little now, maybe it is too much.

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