What is funny about me watching the Amazing Race is that I've fallen asleep before or during the final episode so I don't even find out who won. I don't even care enough to look it up online the next day.
I will admit that I had a breakdown this morning. Usually I'm busy with my job in the early hours so don't have time to think about much else. Today there was time, especially just before 8:32 am, the time she passed away, and I just became despondent for awhile. I guess this is what “they” mean when they say the grief will be sudden and overwhelming. It captured me for a couple hours actually, but my hubby talked me through it, and I'm sure a friend I had also texted that morning about a song that we will play at Morgan's COL,had prayed for me. She always does and I’m thankful.
I hope that doesn't happen again for awhile. I know it's okay and I need to let it out and FEEL it, but it wiped me out, too.
On a positive note, I went hiking up to the waterfall again this afternoon and it was strong and beautiful. Open Thread to talk about what you wish. I will get more people here (God-willing) sooner or later.
Grief hits suddenly, it’s like a crashing wave. Don’t fight it, let it out, it’s because you loved her so much. ❤️
I’m so sorry Joan.
Call
Anytime if you need anyone to talk or pray with. Praying you can rest
In Him. 🙏❤️🙏