Where am I with mourning Morgan?
First, I honestly believe that writing this substack, and all of you reading, and remembering us in your prayers when you do, continues to give me strength. Thank you again and again and again.
I miss her with every fiber of my being. I do not understand why her life, in my view (in human view) was cut short.
But, I also understand that God knew. The psalmist says, “Your eyes saw my unformed body; all the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be” (Psalm 139:16).
Was she or somebody else going to make a really bad decision that would have diminished her quality of life to the point where she would not have been a positive influence on the Earth like she had been? Did He save her before that, or save other people from a wrong road she might have taken? My “compared to God mosquito-sized brain” has no knowledge, but The Creator of the Cosmos, omnipotent, omnipresent, omniscient Living Lord did know.
She's in a place my wildest imagination cannot go to, where she is 100% fulfilled, 100% adored, 100% of the time. I really really miss her but for her I am happy that she no longer has sadness, strife, anger, boredom, or evil lurking. I hope the time goes by fast for me until I'm there with her.
Just to give some of you who read this but never knew her, here's a pic that showed off her openness to life and her sense of humor. Read the caption in the black underneath the picture itself.