Nights were most difficult in those first six weeks. I really had trouble staying asleep for more than two hours at a time. It slowly got better, but almost normal after I had my first dream about her, which was mid February I think.
I set up nightly gathering so it's here and ready when someone needs it. They can type out whatever it is they're feeling and one day, hopefully enough people know about this site, that at least a few other people are also up and there, and everyone can interact. As my longer post pointed out today, you NEED other people to help you in your most trying times.
If you feel moved to, please share this site to other people, groups, or wherever, so a community can be built.